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Hi all, new to this platform and wanted a place where I can vent and write about my past experiences. My name is Julia and I'm 28 years old this year. I'm 150cm, 45 kg, Chinese race. I run a lot so I would say I'm pretty fit/hot. I don't really have proof or anything that all this happened, just that I don't come here to write fantasies, I come here to journal about my upbringing and what led me to become the woman I am today.

If no interest I'll stop posting.

First thing to know about me is that my Dad died when I was very young, My mom never really got over it, and was emotionally distant. As a result she was pretty hands off with raising us, she never really scold us and usually let us do what we wanted.

Since there were three girls at home, for as long as I can remember none of us wore very much clothes at home. My friends find this crazy, but most of the time we would be walking around mostly in our underwear - for me, usually panties with a T shirt and no bra. We had a pretty crappy HDB and I remember a lot of days where it would be damn hot even with the aircon on, so it was just more comfortable to wear as little as we could.

I remember my first horny experience was when I was 13 or so, lying on the couch in my usual T shirt and panties. It was 2pm and I was watching TV with my sister in the living room. She was wearing a bra and panties, having just gone out for lunch with some friends. For context she is older than me by 3 years. She is on the heavier side, whereas I've always been skinny. She was lying on the cough with her feet on the table outstretched, and she had one hand on her panties. I was talking to her about something about the show, but I was aware that she wasn't really listening. She looked kinda spaced out and kept scratching in between her legs. I didn't know it at the time but looking back I realized she was playing with her clit right in front of me! And she couldn't give a fuck because I was her little sister.

I discovered masturbating when I was 14. It was something that I heard my friends talk about but never really understood. However there was one day when I was lying in my bed in just my panties, reading a book. The book had a sex scene in it, which usually I would not be interested in, but today of all days I found myself feeling really warm between my legs. I reached down and noticed that I was really wet! Something that has happened before but usually randomly. This time I knew it was because I was horny. I touched my clit and felt a zap go through my whole body. So this is how people masturbated...I rubbed myself until I fell asleep.

From then on my sex drive went on overdrive. I don't know if it's puberty, or that cause I was usually half naked at home so it was so easy to touch myself, but I found myself rubbing my clit almost every day - sometimes even twice!

TBC....